photo part 3...my newly decor of all

here you go.... nice ma? nice ma?? hehe...i really happy with this. i love this house. this is what i shop this few days...new coffee table, carpet...

lights....curtains

this is my new decor of my room... just change the curtain and also bed sheet

tell me is nice. hahaha....

photo part 2....new year, new life, new environment

since i have so many free time during this festive season...me and my housemate decide to have a superb shopping spree. after all those past memories...this is my most happy moment after we shop like mad. we shop like no tomorrow!!!!!!! see all the photos below you all will know what we did at the shopping complexes. lol

oppss...just imagine if we drive 4 wheel drive to the complexes. we shop til the car so full...just

good enough for me and my housemate to sit in the car :p

DAY 1

DAY 2
another problem for us after we reach home. how we going to take all those things to 30th floor CONDO?????? anyhow we take few times to the lift and few times from the lift to our unit. wow!!! tiring man :p

okok...let you all see the outcome after heavy shopping...

photo part 1....christmas

i believe you all always just get to read my blog without photos. i am really sorry because i really dont know how to upload and arrange the photo in this blog. after i upload everything become very messy :(

Here you go this is my 1st christmas tree in my house after 25 years :p nice or not???

goodbye 2007....welcome 2008

alot of things happen during the year 2007. i change my job, separated, move new place, knew new friends, do something crazy and most of all the last quarter of the year is all about drinking session. i really wish i can stop drinking and adjust back my life to normal. kakakaka.... i cant sleep when the night i didnt drink. i stop for 2 days and this 2 days i didnt sleep at all. i really scare. what can i do... should i get sleeping pills to overcome this?

christmas going to pass soon. new year is coming...really hope everything will goes smooth very soon. long long way to go with this coming new year.

christmas eve 2007

i received alot of sms greeting from all of my friends. really happy for that. alot of sms asking me where u partying tonight? where you enjoying yourself tonight? and some other sms "dont drink too much" hahaha....they really know me much but what's surprising is i didnt drink at all and didnt celebrate. i was at home since 12am on 24th and doing housekeeping on 25th. kakaka....i believe some of u might feel weird..ESTHER you stay at home? alone? i said YEAH...i am at home doing nothing and got no one to talk to. so i decide better talk to my blog. WHAT A BORING LIFE I HAVING NOW. i am having a long holidays. my company is good enough to let us have a long holiday till next year. should be a good news right? but for me i really scare holiday and weekend. i dont want be alone :s all this festive season really drive me crazy

busy month

wow....so fast is already 21st of Dec...is really a very very busy month for me. rushing this and that. work 7 days a week. sometimes i think back am i already cure from my heart sick or i really busy til i have no time to think back. after so many things happen since september...now is already 3 months pass. 3 months? oh god...i thought is very long time ago coz is really alot of things happen in such a short period. it was like 3 years for me. anyway,i cant really tell what is my condition now. happy?sad?good?bad? erm...me myself also has no answer for it. so far i still adjusting my life.

What Hurts The Most

today whole day raining... bringing me to more emotional mood :s suddenly this song come into my mind. is really so true about my mood now. hope you all like this song as well.


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowingWhat could have been
And not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

penang food

We didnt take much photo during this trip... here some of the local food photo from penang

penang lobak, fried oyster, asam laksa, fried kueh teow, penang rojak and etc...

wish can go to penang to enjoy the days again :)

penang trip

here comes the last month of the year...i think everybody also in holiday mood when December arrive. i was away from kl last 3 days. really really need a break ever since so many things happen. finally i can make it at least a local trip to penang with my lovely housemate :) we didnt plan for this trip earlier just out of sudden and we go. hehe...

really long time didnt go to penang already. can say that is about 10 years back. cant remember much how it's look like. i think you all should know where is it about in this picture. yeah~~ it's penang bridge.

we really didnt plan anything on this trip. we just go there without think where to visit at penang. just follow the heart ;) once we get there we just check in and rest in the hotel. is a nice and comfortable hotel. we stay at Traders Hotel with the help of my friend who managed to book 1 for us. penang is really pack during holiday season. alot of the hotel is fully booked.

after took a nap we all head to an optic shop called V Care at Perangin mall. sounds weird right? we all the way to penang with the motive to get a spec for ourselves :p 3 of us need to get a better vision to see things better lol the staff there really friendly. we have a good time chit chat there and try almost the whole shop's glasses. end up each one of us get something nice for our eyes. hehe... the staff there having trouble to check my eye sight's power coz i not enough sleep and drunk everyday even at penang :p end up i need to check my eyes only on last day at penang. the spec will courier to me later. so nice right... the shop even have this special service for customer. the spec that i choose is a bit expensive but no choice coz i really love it. hopefully is worth it.

see what's this...the design in the optic shop is very special. really never see any design using toilet bowl as seats and table. haha... we brought mcD and eat in the shop on top of the toilet bowl :p

this is what we did on the toilet bowl. so cool right~~~

more photos to be continue.....

p/s : is quite late already. time to sleep and back to work tomorrow.