good news

my house finally rented out. wuhuuu~~~sort another matter in my mind. aim of the year settle all my outstanding and start from ZERO next year. cool cool... i think my luck is back. i able to do it..... hopefully my day is coming. feel so relax...so nice...

wait for my coming soon good news ya ;)

nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Chorus:

Nothing''s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I LOVE YOU

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by know how much I LOVE YOU

The world may change my whole life through but

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you

If you should need me

You don''t have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don''t want to live without you

25 + 1

wow wow... turning to 26 very very soon. sounds scary. sometimes i think back. what i did or done for myself for this 26 years. what i have now?? for now i just hope i really can start back everything from ZERO. you guys out there must wish my BIRTHDAY WISH will come true :p
first of all i really want to say million thanks for all my friends and family members who always be there for me when i in need during my hard time. you guys really nice. i wont ever ever let myself to forget you all in my life. i know you all always said ESTHER YOU CAN MAKE IT. yeah...i can be tough....be independant. i wont make myself, my family and my friends disappointed with me. here comes brand new esther. jeng~jeng~~jeng~~~

blurring day...

after sometimes suddenly it become so blur to me yesterday. my brain can't stop thinking and thinking and thinking. early in the morning bring my laptop to work then after reached office i found out i forgot to bring my cable. then the whole day in the office doing work blindly. kaka.... after work went to get my car. as usual reverse my car. BAng~~~ i looked at side mirror.. the motorcycle park behind me is lying on the floor. i just didn't do anything and push my gear to "D" and go. i really like no feeling at all. today i need to rush to have dinner with my parents. i rush back to feed mocha then i need to go to the restaurant. after half hour at home i took my bag and rush out. guess what...as usual i locked the wooden door and open the grill door to go out but after i locked the wooden door i found out the grill door is lock and i didn't take my keys out of the house. I STUCK IN BETWEEN THE DOOR. i can't go out and can't go in. haiz....funny right? i called my housemate for help. lucky she still in the office so she came back to get me the house key to release myself. i sat in the middle of the doors doing nothing. i am not mad at all. just keep sms with my sister asked her to start the dinner without me first. after waiting for 45 minutes finally my friend is back. thanks god i get back my freedom

mocha is back

hi all...sorry for long time didnt update my blog. just for updates... mocha is back with me. he is still the same old mocha. super manja and likes to run around the house like mad. keke....but i think he is a bit bored at my 30th floor condo. he cant simply go out or play with other dogs like the other days when he stayed with my ex. at first i thought of let him sleep in the cage at living hall but end up i also bring him in my room to sleep with me. it's really pity for him to sleep in the cage since i already locked him in the cage during working hours. after a week now he doing good in my house. lucky he still remember where to do his business. i still scare he will simply do it and need to train it all over again. YOU ARE SMART MOCHA... muacks