good news

my house finally rented out. wuhuuu~~~sort another matter in my mind. aim of the year settle all my outstanding and start from ZERO next year. cool cool... i think my luck is back. i able to do it..... hopefully my day is coming. feel so relax...so nice...

wait for my coming soon good news ya ;)

nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Chorus:

Nothing''s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I LOVE YOU

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by know how much I LOVE YOU

The world may change my whole life through but

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you

If you should need me

You don''t have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don''t want to live without you

25 + 1

wow wow... turning to 26 very very soon. sounds scary. sometimes i think back. what i did or done for myself for this 26 years. what i have now?? for now i just hope i really can start back everything from ZERO. you guys out there must wish my BIRTHDAY WISH will come true :p
first of all i really want to say million thanks for all my friends and family members who always be there for me when i in need during my hard time. you guys really nice. i wont ever ever let myself to forget you all in my life. i know you all always said ESTHER YOU CAN MAKE IT. yeah...i can be tough....be independant. i wont make myself, my family and my friends disappointed with me. here comes brand new esther. jeng~jeng~~jeng~~~

blurring day...

after sometimes suddenly it become so blur to me yesterday. my brain can't stop thinking and thinking and thinking. early in the morning bring my laptop to work then after reached office i found out i forgot to bring my cable. then the whole day in the office doing work blindly. kaka.... after work went to get my car. as usual reverse my car. BAng~~~ i looked at side mirror.. the motorcycle park behind me is lying on the floor. i just didn't do anything and push my gear to "D" and go. i really like no feeling at all. today i need to rush to have dinner with my parents. i rush back to feed mocha then i need to go to the restaurant. after half hour at home i took my bag and rush out. guess what...as usual i locked the wooden door and open the grill door to go out but after i locked the wooden door i found out the grill door is lock and i didn't take my keys out of the house. I STUCK IN BETWEEN THE DOOR. i can't go out and can't go in. haiz....funny right? i called my housemate for help. lucky she still in the office so she came back to get me the house key to release myself. i sat in the middle of the doors doing nothing. i am not mad at all. just keep sms with my sister asked her to start the dinner without me first. after waiting for 45 minutes finally my friend is back. thanks god i get back my freedom

mocha is back

hi all...sorry for long time didnt update my blog. just for updates... mocha is back with me. he is still the same old mocha. super manja and likes to run around the house like mad. keke....but i think he is a bit bored at my 30th floor condo. he cant simply go out or play with other dogs like the other days when he stayed with my ex. at first i thought of let him sleep in the cage at living hall but end up i also bring him in my room to sleep with me. it's really pity for him to sleep in the cage since i already locked him in the cage during working hours. after a week now he doing good in my house. lucky he still remember where to do his business. i still scare he will simply do it and need to train it all over again. YOU ARE SMART MOCHA... muacks

my valentine's day

hi everybody...how was the valentine's day?so fast already pass. time flies really fast. actually valentine's day really not that special. haha.... mine is super simple this year. after work around 7pm going to fetch my good friend for a dinner then will back to my mum's house for prayer since this valentine's crash with chor 8 midnight need to "pai tin kung". walao...the road really jam everywhere. half way to my friend's house i really cant stand of the teribble jam. i called up my friend and ask him to go my mum's house to fetch me. about 9pm finally he reached. we just go to a nice mamak to celebrate our single life valentine's. haha...

after chat a while at the mamak then he sent me back to my mum's house. after the prayer my mum cooked noodles. really alot of foods to eat. hehe...i grab 1 left chicken drumstick and 1 right duck drumstick. really super full man~~~hehe...after this gonna diet already. this cny really eat alot without control. if still continue with this kind of eating sure gonna celebrate my single valentine's whole life :p

p/s : I WANT TO DIET~~~LOL (don't laugh at me coz this is my every year resolution)

14th feb 2008

hi guys...sorry for no updates :p being lazy for quite sometimes. first of all i would like to wish you all gong xi fa chai, happy chinese new year and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. sure you all already have a sweet and memorable planning tonight. for me it would be just another thursday which is flea market day at my office today. hehe... is my favaorite and can say memorable every thursday for me :p so you guys already get something for your love ones? this year is my very first year no need to celebrate Valentine's or maybe can say i just realise today is Valentine's day :p

past few weeks i been busy around repairing and servicing my old car :( and for my cny it seems to be just a normal holidays for me to have a rest. anyway is a good time to lazying around. nothing much to blog with this boring life :p hahaha...hopefully the next post will be more interesting. ENJOY your night ;)

i get my car

jeng jeng jeng~~~ladies and gentleman...finally i manage to have my own car. i will go and pick up my satria from the dealer tomorrow. it is not an expensive car nor new car. it was just a 10 years old used car. anyway i wish to own a satria long long time ago. this time finally i get it but is really not easy. after suffer for so long and NOW i get it. yes yes yes~~~ really very happy and i really hope this new baby is not hard to take care :/ 10 year s car.... hopefully the parts still in good condition or else i will die man.

with a car now i feel more ease. at least i can have my plan and do things smoothly no need always need to beg for help. thanks for my true friends who always willing to give me a ride when i need them. i love you guys. hehe...1st of all i will drive back to my parents house ;) now i can visit them more frequent. yuhuu~~~

you make me wanna

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

happy day...

wuhooo....is a great holiday today. i woke up at 1pm something. then went out for lunch cum dinner at about 4pm with my housemate and a friend of mine. we have a quick 1 because my friend volunteer to accompany me to look around for 2nd hand satria. hehe.... we able to find 2 satria auto. 1 is blue and another 1 is purple. not bad as long as not green color. the most attract me on the blue satria is the plate number SATRIA 678 which my friend argued with me til now saying that the number is 768. hahaha...so just assume it is 768 la ya... :p after test drive on it. sigh...the car seems like not worth to get it. i dont want to spend so much to repair after get it. erm...the purple satria also not bad. all the interior and body looks better than the blue 1 but we cant manage to test drive on it coz the car's battery too weak. not even can start the car. i think i will go some other shop to have a look or else i might consider the purple 1. anyway...i still love the plate number SATRIA 678. how how how????????

after look around we head to my house. hehe...my housemate is preparing bbq dinner at my balcony. lol...sure you all think we crazy. yeah~~we are crazy. we always do crazy things together. so total 4 of us have our bbq at my 30th floor condominium's balcony. hahaha... after all we start our mahjong session again. guess what...i win!!!! so happy :)

tomorrow is friday again. hehe...this time not so bored weekend i guess. after work 4 of us will going to genting. really very long time didnt go already. even i didnt gamble except mahjong session at home but i wish i can go there for some cooling air.

mahjong session

now no more clubbing session during the weekend. haha....feeling old. we always stock alot of beer and liqour at home. yesterday was a great mahjong session we have. we drink and play mahjong until morning :p

my housemate very scare to play with me coz they said i always win. erm...actually i dont like to gamble. usually i will lose but then i really win all the while i play with them. haha....maybe i have my luck in gamble already. anyhow i still too scare to play with money coz i cant bear to use my money on gamble. haha... just play play without money to pass time can la.

any mahjong kaki are welcome to my house :)