Thursday, March 27, 2008

good news

my house finally rented out. wuhuuu~~~sort another matter in my mind. aim of the year settle all my outstanding and start from ZERO next year. cool cool... i think my luck is back. i able to do it..... hopefully my day is coming. feel so relax...so nice...

wait for my coming soon good news ya ;)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus:
Nothing''s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I LOVE YOU
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much I LOVE YOU
The world may change my whole life through but
NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don''t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don''t want to live without you

Thursday, March 13, 2008

25 + 1

wow wow... turning to 26 very very soon. sounds scary. sometimes i think back. what i did or done for myself for this 26 years. what i have now?? for now i just hope i really can start back everything from ZERO. you guys out there must wish my BIRTHDAY WISH will come true :p
first of all i really want to say million thanks for all my friends and family members who always be there for me when i in need during my hard time. you guys really nice. i wont ever ever let myself to forget you all in my life. i know you all always said ESTHER YOU CAN MAKE IT. yeah...i can be tough....be independant. i wont make myself, my family and my friends disappointed with me. here comes brand new esther. jeng~jeng~~jeng~~~

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

blurring day...

after sometimes suddenly it become so blur to me yesterday. my brain can't stop thinking and thinking and thinking. early in the morning bring my laptop to work then after reached office i found out i forgot to bring my cable. then the whole day in the office doing work blindly. kaka.... after work went to get my car. as usual reverse my car. BAng~~~ i looked at side mirror.. the motorcycle park behind me is lying on the floor. i just didn't do anything and push my gear to "D" and go. i really like no feeling at all. today i need to rush to have dinner with my parents. i rush back to feed mocha then i need to go to the restaurant. after half hour at home i took my bag and rush out. guess what...as usual i locked the wooden door and open the grill door to go out but after i locked the wooden door i found out the grill door is lock and i didn't take my keys out of the house. I STUCK IN BETWEEN THE DOOR. i can't go out and can't go in. haiz....funny right? i called my housemate for help. lucky she still in the office so she came back to get me the house key to release myself. i sat in the middle of the doors doing nothing. i am not mad at all. just keep sms with my sister asked her to start the dinner without me first. after waiting for 45 minutes finally my friend is back. thanks god i get back my freedom

mocha is back


hi all...sorry for long time didnt update my blog. just for updates... mocha is back with me. he is still the same old mocha. super manja and likes to run around the house like mad. keke....but i think he is a bit bored at my 30th floor condo. he cant simply go out or play with other dogs like the other days when he stayed with my ex. at first i thought of let him sleep in the cage at living hall but end up i also bring him in my room to sleep with me. it's really pity for him to sleep in the cage since i already locked him in the cage during working hours. after a week now he doing good in my house. lucky he still remember where to do his business. i still scare he will simply do it and need to train it all over again. YOU ARE SMART MOCHA... muacks




Friday, February 15, 2008

my valentine's day

hi everybody...how was the valentine's day?so fast already pass. time flies really fast. actually valentine's day really not that special. haha.... mine is super simple this year. after work around 7pm going to fetch my good friend for a dinner then will back to my mum's house for prayer since this valentine's crash with chor 8 midnight need to "pai tin kung". walao...the road really jam everywhere. half way to my friend's house i really cant stand of the teribble jam. i called up my friend and ask him to go my mum's house to fetch me. about 9pm finally he reached. we just go to a nice mamak to celebrate our single life valentine's. haha...

after chat a while at the mamak then he sent me back to my mum's house. after the prayer my mum cooked noodles. really alot of foods to eat. hehe...i grab 1 left chicken drumstick and 1 right duck drumstick. really super full man~~~hehe...after this gonna diet already. this cny really eat alot without control. if still continue with this kind of eating sure gonna celebrate my single valentine's whole life :p

p/s : I WANT TO DIET~~~LOL (don't laugh at me coz this is my every year resolution)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

14th feb 2008

hi guys...sorry for no updates :p being lazy for quite sometimes. first of all i would like to wish you all gong xi fa chai, happy chinese new year and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. sure you all already have a sweet and memorable planning tonight. for me it would be just another thursday which is flea market day at my office today. hehe... is my favaorite and can say memorable every thursday for me :p so you guys already get something for your love ones? this year is my very first year no need to celebrate Valentine's or maybe can say i just realise today is Valentine's day :p

past few weeks i been busy around repairing and servicing my old car :( and for my cny it seems to be just a normal holidays for me to have a rest. anyway is a good time to lazying around. nothing much to blog with this boring life :p hahaha...hopefully the next post will be more interesting. ENJOY your night ;)